pimped sissy is getting to play and be played with at the club tonight. in addition to Miss attending the strapon demo this sissy is going to be waxed on her chest, tummy and bikini area. i will dressed sort of tomboyish (my favorite) for the evening in the same clothes as below in my girl jeans and tank. my bits will be put on a leash and i am to wear a black gstring and my pink tennis shoes. Hopefully Miss will let me have a picture to show later.

the lady doing the waxing is a sadist friend of Miss and i who has been wanting to hurt me for quite a while now. i hope i am able to endure the sadisciousness that she has built up towards me. i anticipate that my nipples and bits will be tortured along with waxing so i am quite nervous and excited about it all.

i have been instructed to be hairless except for the areas to be waxed and i think this means that in addition to my legs i should shave my arms as well. shaving my arms is something i have only done once before and i did it in the middle of winter and during a break from my hockey league. now it is spring and i am in the middle of hockey so it will interesting and embarrassing to see who all notices sissyness. i know some of the guys at hockey have done a double take on my legs now what will they think if my arms are smooth too. mmm, i’ll have to write sometime about this sissy’s locker room gang bang fantasy (lots of sissy screaming and guys spreading her legs and holding her mouth pussy open and filling all her holes). Anyway, wish me luck, pain, humiliation or whatever it should all be fun !

O.O.O – almost forgot the best part – after we’re done at the club Miss is going to take me home and use me with Her strapon. it’s been almost a week since this sissy has had her cunt used (been recovering from a hemroid) so this sissy’s cunt is dying to be filled and pounded until Miss comes in her.

my guess is that managing her clit is one of every sissy’s biggest concerns. i know this sissy spends way to much time thinking about it – and here’s the best solution i’ve come up with for myself. But a little background first.

Tucking is what many gurls do with their clits and that is great if that works for you, but i don’t like the idea of using tape and the other methods all seem to require a fair amount of maintenance throughout the day. Most chastity devices will manage your clit for you but they’re likely to be bulky and they also do nothing to increase your femininity, though the obviously go a long way in the emasculation department. Then there is just plain old wearing panties, this goes a long way towards feminization but ultimately you’ve got to reach in and grab your cock out to pee and that just kills the mood when i’m trying to be a gurl with a nice little clitty.

So here’s the best i’ve come up with so far. my method seems todo a nice job of minimizing my male profile/buldge, maintain my feminine undergarments, and allows me to my clit to pee without forcing me to acknowledge my cock, and helps keep me from touching myself by removing the necessity to manage my equipment in the bathroom. my outer-underwear is my panty, of course:

So that shot doesn’t show the profile so well – but from the side it looks fairly smooth as most of my bits are pulled downward and in. What is doing that you might ask..well underneath i am wearing a modified swimmers jock. i have created a whole at the base of the pouch through which i can slip my clit. In the picture you can also seem my rings which Miss has me wear to keep my boy cock under control. Now what is nice about a swimmers jock over a gstring for the cod piece here is that the straps on the jock are divided one across each cheek meaning i can fully use the toilet without having to rearrange or touch anything except to blott my clit and wipe my ass when finished. The two best things about this setup is that i can go for long periods without having to see or touch my bothersome boy cock AND getting to see and use my clit. Now i have tried this setup without wearing a panty but that can be brutal to your clit depending on what sort of pant your wearing as the clit is being held down into the crotch of your pant. With the panty on scrapping is minimized while still causing a lot of stimulation to come to your clit. It is so much fun to walk around and get your clit gently rubbed with every step – reallly lets you know how much of a sissy you are all the time. i think there is potential here for this setup to be combined with a frenum or PA piercing if your Miss thinks you need extra security to keep you from diddling with your boy cock.

i have always identified with being autogynephilic though i don’t like how some descriptions make it sound very narcissistic (i can be pretty self absorbed at times but also can be very empathetic, compassionate and giving as well). Being a sissy is one of the truer expressions of myself that i can think of — kind of like — it is as feminine as i can get with the parts i have been given and i guess i have a strong belief that i am perfect the way i am. Or, at least that belief is stronger than the one that says i was given the wrong parts and need to change them. At this point i am mostly satisfied to use the parts i have been given and make them as feminine as possible. Guess i am digressing into why i am transgendered as opposed to transsexual.

Back to autogynephilia, i am curios whether other sissies identify with its definition? i’ll have to go post on a forum somewhere and see what the response is and i’ll report back on what i find. In the meantime, if you’re interested, this article by Anne A. Lawrence, M.D., Ph.D. is very good at discussing the ideas involved. It is a long and somewhat technical read but worth it for its perspective on the whole person and not just a persons lust and fantasy.

Well, i’m sure more on this is sure to come – i’m now wondering whether “sissy” could one day be a label with as much meaning as transexual. Like sissification is as valid a response to autogynephilia as transsexualism is today.

Someday Miss is going to hold my head like this…

This sissy struggled the other day with getting her chores done and was lightly disciplined for it. She is grateful for the kind treatment of her Miss and hopeful that she will do a better job in the future.

Wednesday i had a play date with Miss S. and did not get the bathrooms cleaned as scheduled. This meant i needed to not only get the bathrooms cleaned on Thursday, as well as Thursdays scheduled chore, the turtle tanks, it led to the assignment of an extra chore of my choosing – but – Eric and Lisa came over for dinner with Queen T. and i and though i got the bathrooms cleaned (in addition to cooking dinner for our guests) i did not get to the extra chore as directed by Miss (Miss C.). Well, as one would expect, after two days of failure with my chores, the situation needed to be addressed and i received a letter from Miss C. which directed me to wear my maids uniform, choose an extra chore to do (minimum 30 min.) and wear Her nipple clips while i performed all of my chores for the day.

So after Queen T. and i got home from dinner (dinner by the way was at a pizza restaurant owned by a prospective lover of Queen T. but that’s another story), i put on my maids outfit, heels and Her nipple clips and began my chores. Yikes, that hurt, it had been a while since i had been clipped (i lost Her clips for a while, yes, another story). My poor nipples which have been quite abused lately with biting and pinching from Miss C. and Miss S. were very tender and my first thought was ‘fuck me, i’m going to get my chores done on time for sure now’. i also took a moment to reflect on how painful it was going to be to take them off after the 45 min – hour it was going to take me to do my chores.

When i was able to regain my composure and stand up straight i set about my chores, cleaning the kitchen, the floors of the hallway and stairs, and, my extra chore, which i chose to be working on organizing the laundry room.

A nice aspect of the nipple clips is that while i have them on i feel like i am being a very good girl, following my Miss’s wishes and bringing her pleasure through my discomfort. Then it is always nice to be put into my slutty maids outfit and dream about some lifting up the back, grabbing my hips and fucking my sissy cunt from behind (wow, makes my panties all wet again just typing it out). Wearing the clips through chores is a little more demanding than just putting them on during a chat or something because doing things like scrubbing the kitchen counter or folding towels can really work the clips out on a little girls chest – especially when they are being pressed against her with her bra.

Then after about 50 min. i had finished my chores. “fuck me” i thought again – it is time to take them off. i thought about getting Queen T. to take them off – but then i thought She might make a tease of it, and since i had’nt been instructed to have Her do it… When i took the first one off i let out a yell that caught Queen T.’s attention – when i told Her what i was doing She just smiled and shook Her head in condescending amusement. The was my left tit, the hardy one. Now it was time for the right nipple, the pussy of the two, and i dreaded it. The right one always hurts twice as bad, when i took it off i screamed a little and started pulling my hair out to try and manage the pain. This sissy kept herself from crying, but just barely.

Suffice it to say, i think i will be staying up late at night to get my chores done because my nipples are just too sore to keep getting help from Miss C. with them.

sissy,

This is unfortunate, seemed like a simple thing to add a chore to make up for Wednesday.  Apparently that was too hard for you sissy.  Let me make it easier.

Today when you do your chores (make up chore and today’s chore), they will be done wearing your maid outfit and clothes pins on your nipples.  Whatever extra chore you choose to do, make sure it takes you a half hour to complete.  If your cunt was available, you’d have My cock inside you to remind you of your place.

This will be done before going out after work and/or computer time tonight.

Maybe this time you can manage.  I’d hate to make it even easier.

*pats sissy’s head*

Miss C.